an art piece birthed from my bordem and hatred of life during summer break; being bored with not much to do. the person in the middle is supposed to be a sort of representation of me, but not exactly me. my """pseudo-self""" is surrounded by screens/technology, emblematic of the shit ton of time i have spent on my computer, phone, etc. because of my boredem. the blue color palette is more accidental, but i see it as in accidental nod to the exposure of blue screens im experiencing because of my constant attachment to technology. a lot of the content on the screens are just random things that i didnt really think twice about, pulled from vague memories; though some are based of of experiences, frustrations, and feelings.

for example, the half-broken monitor with the angel popping out and the "out of order" sticky note on top is supposed to be loosely inspired by js paint. i remember back when i was still in school, i would always go on their, particularly in spanish where i got work done quickly, and just draw stuff. the glitched/broken screen effect is inspired by this vivid memory of someone from class with a really fucked up computer, where it was huge black mass with a sort of chromatic abbrevation on the edge of it. the marquee tag on the monitor next to the dragon sprawled out sortof onto the castle were added cause i remember being really tired of editing my website and for some reason, frustrated with a marquee effect i was trying to do. not sure anyone remembers this, but i used to have that iconic dvd sreensaver on my homepage (cause i thought it was funny and needed filler). i was literally just copy pasting code for a bouncing, up-and-down marquee i found on mozilla. a couple days, maybe even a few weeks go by, and i totally forget how the code's supposed to work, and i thought it was weird how i had a marquee within a marquee (thats at least how i think how the code was set up) an replaced it with the good ol' div. this made the dvd logo wrap around the screen and restart or something to that effect, instead of bouncing off. i was already jaded from sitting in my dad's room (where my computer is housed, i live weirdly) and editing my website for like 100 years. i was so frustrated, almost defeated, that i either got off to work on this artwork or i flat out just deleted it from my website. anywho, its gone now, and unless i want to remake it one day, its history, only to be remembered by those who read this description.

i realize i can basically break down my entire thought process/the art's entire background while writing this description. im not limited or pressured to write a stupid little short description to capture the the eyes of a scrolling hand's short lived attention, only to be forgotten a couple more flicks down the feed like in instagram (im not sure that fancy writing thing i did there worked, but oh well.) but im lazy and fuck. maybe ill return to this a later time and give the full lore breakdown. im pretty sure no one would read it though.