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March 2, 2024
NAHHH i havent updated his since 2023 thats embarrasing cause ive actually had many dreams. maybe not as insane but like a lot but i just neglected to docment them cause blah blah busy anyways this one is still relatively fresh in my mind cause i told my friend about it and i drew something for it
so i was in this world/town/place where basically everything was styled in this cartoonish style with thick outlines and for the majority of it everything was purple. most of my dreams are like animated stories so i have to describe the art style they were in lmfao.
in this world everyday people would be murdered because thats how people survived and i was in constant danger basically. i almost got killed like a bunch of times but i kept making it to the next day. the inhabitants of this place were just like fucking weirdo random creatures like a fat amprophamorphic fish with a hook hand and stuff.
then like after some stuff happened i bumped into this guy who had really long hair that ended in a curl and like a brooding or like snobby but not snooby kind of sad face and was walking on the street. for some reason the environment was now completely white and the only color was him. if i remember correctly he was kind of a fish.
he was telling me about his love (or crush?) who he loves a lot but like he knows he has to kill his bf to survive in this world so hes sad also his bf is like hooked on coke cause he thinks coke will help him clear out his negative energy and everyday he just fucking falls asleep clutching a small baggie of like an oz of coke to clear his bad energy cause hes into spirituality. idk why coke in this world is like lsd or a hallucinogen but okkkk.
so were like talking and walking and were crossing the road but then his bf is driving and almost hits us and when i see him in my dream hes like drawn in a manga style with screentones. hes this guy with like wicks that were fat as fuck and it was shaped like a multi-pointed star shape and he had like sunglasses on.
so i dont like remember visually like this happening in my dream but my new objective in this dream was repairing the fish guy and the coke guys relationship. the dream ended with fish guy on star guys lap hugging falling asleep but it was like a movie or some shit cause it ended on a somber note and i watched as it zoomed in on the coke guy clutching his baggie while holding fish guy and fish guy was narrating like "but still, everyday, he does it to cleanse his spirit" or something sad. and then the fish guy killed the coke man while he was sleeping to survive. also i think the fish man was like a mercenary who was hired or forced by someone to kill his man and i forgot to mention it earlier?
anyways heres how they looked:
December 22-23, 2023
i was avoiding going to this birthday party of some guy (which was an actual thing that happened and i experienced). nothing about this thought came immediately but it was kind of on my mind (my concious inside of the dream i guess) while this dream was passing. i went to this stationary store which carried exclusively east asian brands and stuff. everything was in these boxes and the store was just this tiny sideways insane longways thing. the boxes carrying the products were stacked on top of each other and these walls were all so close to ecah other and tall at th same time. the whole store was cast in this like warm light.
my mom said i could buy stuff but i said "no we can just look today and buy something a later time" even though i wanted to buy something but at that time my mom was already like "ok" and i tried to take it back but i dont think i ever did or at least convinced her. then suddenly this chinese grandma came up to us and said something. it was either trying to convince my mom to buy me something too or scolding me for being a selfish child i dont remember
then i was like. a character in the math learning game prodigy and i was going to the party but like it was like i was in prodigy so i was switching my server to the one the party was held on and clicking on the map but i kept clicking the wrong server in my dream as if i was physically tired in the dream so eventually i was like "ok if i dont click on the right server then ill not go to the party" and then proceeded to pseudo-fake clicking on the wrong server and be like "lol ok that settles it then" but i remembered i had to save my friend from this party who was already there (based on the real thing that this dream was based off of kek) and so every time id feel regret and this nasty feeling of dreadful anticipation before finally trying again and then clicking wrong again but i kept remembering why i had to go to the party (to save the friend) and i was like UGHHH fine repeat. its hard to describe but this part of the dream was mild torture
finally i got to the party but now i wasnt in prodigy and i was in this crazy big school. i walked in from the entrance and right to the farish right side of me there was a stage and there were people like hlding stagelights as if they were preparing for a performance, i rmembe seeing this one girl with a light purple butterfly shirt hugging someone in one of those kinda flimsy metal foldable chairs.
then suddenly the friend i came to save swooped me up from behind and hid me under a blanket. they said it was a disguise to keep it inconspicious and led us to the piano room with no pianos in it.
my friend pulls out this plastic container full of board and card games and we start looking through for an appealing game to play. were reading this paper (instruction manual?) and suddenly birthday guy is talking with us from behind and at first both of us dont realize but then were like "what" and turn around and theres birthday guy, hands on their hips, asking us "skipping my party?" in this stupidly annoying condesending tone that they speak it a lot in real life. i tried to play it cool and cover for us (cause we were skipping their party i guess).
then i woke up at like 8 am cause this dream was annoying the fuck outta me but i woke up in such annoying back pain from sleeping wrong i decided to go to sleep again and i continued dreaming.
so then when i continued birthday guy was gone but this girl voice that was realized into my dfream not as a person but like an omnipotent voiceover lady started talking and one of the walls of the piano room turned into a projection which demonstrated visually what she was talking about i GUESS.?? she was rambling about something (it was the equivalent of fake smart shit (double it and give it to the next person but explained in a geeky intellectual way)) and told me that i had to understand the "equal line strategy" and i was like "what" so i searched it up (in my mind?) and on the result had a panel on the left with an example picture that looked like this
and as i learned of this "equal line strategy" the wall projection showed the pillars (line and equal line on top) and the speaker lady materialized herself into a 2d stock photo of a women with her hands on her hips and "walked up the stairs" by bouncing up the pillars before exiting the project through a black rectangular exit at the top of the staircase. then i woke up out of confusiion and pain again. i think i have the stomach flu lol.
Early November, 2023
my dad was in this soup ad where he was a guy in the middle of a bowl of green soup and his face was the soups face. the ad went viral and blew up. it became a trending topic on tw*tter and commentary y*utubers made videos just like "lol look at this GUY this ad is funny LOL" and i had to help my dad report the videos for harrasment. then people in my neighborhood started recognizing my dad and people started digging into our real lives and tried to find my dad
September-November, 2023
me and an assortment of the most randomest people from my school/that i know were in this room that was sort of like those kids play areas in the mall but like theyre conjoined to the other stores, not like its in the middle of the place or anything. the walls were all white and you had to enter a door into the play area. in the play area there were these geometric (clear distinctintion i would liek to make: by this i mean not polygonal, but like made up of simple, mostly round, shapes. white mom minimalism toys) animals made of that shiny material...difficult to describe. its like a glossy rubbery material
everyone had some weird clay in primary colors (and green) in little clear tupperwear boxes and were like moldingg the clay onto the structures and some people made their own animals using the clay i think?????
somewhere there was this weird trading economy going where people were trading clay colors for others and stealing from each other and shit.
September 16th, 2023
this dream was like a fucking movie bruh. its one of the first dreams ive had in a while and fuck it was long. i remember waking up between these dreams and then falling asleep right after i gained semi-conciousness cause even in my half-awake state i knew this dream was beautiful.
it started with one of my friends brothers....??? (yes, your brother, ur reading this. yes. i dont know why) winning a competition hosted by a local ice cream place. the competition was to take a picture of you in front of their store and the best picture won i guess. his picture was him with his hair in an impossibly perfect small little nub of a bun. he was doing a peace sign with his hands or something in front of a blue wall. the image was edited to have some text that was vaguely positive. he had a shit eating grin in the photo and the tone of it was clearly kinda ironic.
then the dream shifted to an arcade environment. me, the same friend's brother and a miscellaneous group of people were playing this "milk jumping game". the game's screen was cut in half and it was sort of a competition between the two players. you were this character on a pogo stick and you would jump on these white orbs. as you made contact with them they would sort of shrink or morph with orbs below it and form an even bigger orb. you would slowly go down the screen by jumping through the orbs. i wasnt even playing, i just remember watching. the style of the game was a very like...cutesy, childesh style.
then some more arcade related stuff happened, but all thats a blur.
theres this one scene i remember vividly. me trying to outrun this guy who was chasing me. it wasnt high stakes, more out of annoyance he was following me. i rememeber this sequence where i was running through what looked like a flea market but still looked like an arcade with the purple lighting and bright flashing lights all over (weird). eventually i stopped when i ran up this small set of stairs that was close to this food court or dining area looking thing and looked down to see the guy. he was in a light blue flannel, had glasses, a beard, and a buzzcut. i think his name was fernando. apparently he was my boyfriend.
despite that weird sequence when i was trying to run away from him, i spent the rest of this portion of the dream being happy and playing arcade games with him. i dont have a boyfriend. fernando doesnt even remotely resemble anyone i know in real life. the closest thing i can associate this with is i was thinking of giving one of my characters an older brother who looked like him and flirted with the idea of naming him fernando. what the fuckndjs
some other stuff probably happened but i forget. after all that, the dream switched to this sort of large room that served as an art gallery in this dream. it wasnt like a perfect white box, the ceiling of the room i remember had some tarp thing falling from it.
this was supposed to be a room in my school that was hosting a gallery for parents and other students to look at orante ceramic dinnerware. i am now realizing i forgot most of what happened in this but i think you could buy some of the items and me and my mom bought some. they were apparently very cheap. i then remember there was some sort of climax in the dream where someone got in troubke and my media teacher from last year??? came in and tried to settle it. i remember her standing on a giant car tire that was the room's centerpiece or something and doing some sort of balancing act on it.
then the dream's scene switched again, but i literally cannot recall anything from it. it was this deep sea environment and i was the like special magical spirit guide for this diver in this sea school thing and was telling him the thing was evil or something. i remember there was one of those taxidermy moose heads on a wall somewhere in the main corridor of the school (or maybe it was the basement?) and there was a fucking classroom assembly where all the diver students met or something and the teachers there were brainwashing them. i dont remember any of it but thats what i can recall.
overall, definitely a treat and a half to have drempt up. was an intruiging ass experience to say the least.
one last note. this dream was not written right after i had it because i fell right back asleep when i tried to do that (and then drempt up the latter half of it after). so its not fresh off my memory. but when i did attempt to write it down the first time. i put notes cause i could feel the need of sleep dragging me in again so in that moment in case i forgot anything notable. i think theyre funny so here they are:
- milking jumping game
- boyfriend
- china thrift at school open house
August 22nd, 2023
has the goofiest dream last night. it was a reocccuring dream, and i had something similar in concept prior a few months or even weeks ago. i was on like a pirate ship, but it was for some reason decorated as if it were a battlefield in a fighter game or something...i call it that because it was like a sidescrolling, 2d environment, and i didnt see the beings in this in any other angle. there was a giant skull in the middle of the ship and crystals of lilac, pink, and yellow gradient hues sticking out from the center part of the ship.
my friends on the ship asked me where i was and i forgot what i replied with. i just remember saying or thinking to my head that there would be "the biggest attack we'd ever see soon, i could feel it". i briefly remember this is because, again, i had a similar dream previously.
suddenly, an enemy pirate or something hopped onto our deck with no clear way how she hopped up. i vaguely remember her to have the appearance of that one bird pirate captain in the my little pony movie lol. she asked the crew if we were ready for something. everyone was scared and that about ends my memory for that part.
after, the scene changed and i was at this park thing, just like those public parks with a lot of trees is the best way to describe it. before me was this weird brick platform which wasn't a rectangle, but its border of brinks was arranged wobbly in a abstract shape and was like 5 brick layers tall or something. inside the brick layer was a patch of grass, where there were 5 artworks and 5 thick metal poles, three that i don't remember, but two i do. the art and poles alternated, and the art was arranged like it was accordian folded, alternating between one angle and another.
the first one was a drawing of a pond, it looks a lot like jackies blue hole in vanuatu, with a bunch of people that weren't colored in, only outlined in color, sitting by the edge of the lake, or sitting on the land that was raised a bit. one of them was supposed to me, but was drawn in a stylized way that looked a bit how i'd not draw me, but one of my characters???
the second painting was of a forest in a doodley style, colors purple blue and green. not much i can recall but i do remember these mushrooms at the bottom. they were purple and like those weeping mushrooms that i'm forgetting the name off. i said it was in a doodle style because it was drawn in a not stylized yet not overly cartoony style, and every element was decorated with squiggles, dots, abstract shapes, patterns etc.
there were big metal poles erected from the platform. they looked a bit like those "call 911" things in parks, again. but this time it was to vote for your favorite artwork, and there was this button you had to click. it was the same sort of button you see in museums to light up an exhibit or made a movie play, odd detail but maybe worth mentioning.
my friends i guess in this dream we're sat around the platform. one friend specifically resembled the appearance of one that i go to school with. not sure if friend is what i'd call them though but that applies to all my friends lololol. she was the one who had painted the mushroom forest, and i the one with the lake and the people.
she asked me who i was gonna vote for to win this hypothetical art competition. i didnt answer, i don't think, and instead asked if she actually really did paint the forest paining. she told me yes, and i don't remember if i felt in just awe or also a tinge for jealousy as well. in the end, she voted for my painting and i voted for hers. wonder what this says about me. important note is that our other brief conversation that i won't mention cause i'm too tired is that she was very peppy and nice, not really like the person in real life per say. apparently this was not a random interjection. i remember my heart was still heavy or nervous or something because of the pirate fight.
anyways, next scene we were back on the pirate plot. it was a battle of dragons each of our crews tamed. and....this is where it gets embarrassing, in those you dream about them but when you tell someone about it you realize how insane you sound kind of ways. the dragons would for some reason need to fight with burger toppings.....like lettuce, cheese, tomatoes, beef pattie's....i don't know.
the scene teleported to when the competition was about to begin, the captain of the other ship (my little pony movie bird girl) was giving a long ass speech on the competition. i don't remember if it was just i snuck out, or stopped time in some way, but i went to the "storage compartment" thing of the enemy ship and grabbed a bunch of their...burger materials. i picked out the biggest ones, because they were all scaled up but there were still ones bigger than the others, and when i got back, it was time to prepare the drags on i guess. i went down the deck, and showed my findings, secured in zip lock bags. apparently i was conscious of the fact i dreamed of this dream prior (where our crew lost lololol) and wanted to make sure we didn't loose this time, so i grabbed a bunch of...burger materials to fight well. that's when i woke up, because i was feeling genunine concern over the result of this burger dragon clash. that's all that happened.
August 21st, 2023
the foggy remnants of the dream began with what looked like a blog post or something, the layout was like a tweet or something, a username, profile picture, and a link. in the perspective like was browsing my computer, i clicked it. it led to a 3d low poly rendered world that looked like a weird scene with silent hill characters? which is so weird because i've never played silent hill in my life. you could move around this render with the trackpad, and when i dragged left (like it was google maps or something) i saw a blue/teal colored recreation of new york city streets, in the same low poly style. there were a few blacked out people there, and you could zoom around and navigate like previously mentioned. may have been caused by my recent trip there or just because im working on my comic. wish i remembered more of the scene, cause in my dream it was quite vivid, and......even in the moment, i was hoping id remember so i could use it as reference for backgrounds in my comic LOL
